I feel like I live in the darkside of the sun

So now your running,
Its hard to see clearly,
When I make you angry
You're stuck in the past
And now your screaming
So can you forgive me
I've treated you badly.
But Im still here

Sometimes i wonder
Why im still waiting
Sometimes im shaking
Thats how you make me.
Sometimes i question why im still here
Sometimes i think im going crazy

Can you help me understand?

And now you wish that you ment something
And now you wish that you ment something to somebody else.
And now you wish met someone
And now you wish that you ment something to sombody else.
Something to somebody else
Something to somebody else

You look at me threw clouded eyes.
I know you see threw my lies.
See the sky, see the stars
All of this could be ours.
Out of site, out of mind.
We've been threw this 1000 times.
Turn your back and then you make me feel so crazy

Can you help me understand?

And now you wish that you ment something
And now you wish that you ment something to somebody else.
And now you wish met someone
And now you wish that you ment something to sombody else.

You know I'll wait for ever.
Yes I would wait. (i would wait)
You know I would wait forever.
Yes I would wait

And now you wish that you ment something
And now you wish that you ment
something to somebody else.
And now you wish met someone
And now you wish that you ment something to sombody else.
and im the one that should mean something
but still you wish that you ment something to somebody else
something to somebody else
something to somebody else