Smoking another cigarette...
Looking at the package -half empty-
The taste of it makes me feel sick but i continue on breathing in the poison
I breathe in, breathe out, remembering the pain from that long time ago...
Hurting i breathe in and feel the warm salty tear rolling down my cheek
"I may not come here again" i say to myself and think -LIAR-
I remember those hands, those arms, the voice that forced me to do as he wishes
The sharp pain as i disobeyed his orders
The scars he left on me
The marks he burned on my body
It hurts...
It hurts so much as if he's here burning them on me again
I can't take it any more it hurts too much for me to bear the pain
And i scream... but no one hears me... just like he said -"no one will come to help you"-
The pain is overflowing...
My vision is blurring and everything turns black...
As i wake up i look at my cell "3 missed calls" "mom, dad, mom"
-Oh.... grate- i think to myself turn around and go home.
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