Again, again i am with broken wing..

i was trying to get along, i was trying hard but again

again someone broke me down

again i am with broken wing

 i cant fly with broken wing

and i cant fly with only one wing

i guess im just stuck here

with one wing that keep me life

and the other one,keep me here with broken soul..

i dont want to keep going like that

im tired of this wings that allways broken

that people broke me down

im tired of the live that i have

the live that im trying to change but eventually

they came back to the same nigtmare

the same horrible ending

and i cant change

i just have the eyes to see

and cry...

im crying all the time

and the times when  my tears is dry

i just want to cry more but nothing coming out

nothing coming out like my empty soul

my empty heart that was broke so many time

he has so many wounds, injurys

I JUST CANNT KEEP LIKE THIS

I FEEL LIKE GOING CRAZYYYYY

I CANT KEEP GOING LIKE THAT

im falling again

and its hurt

hutr so much

i want  to breath but there is no fucking air!!

there is not nothing to breath here

need to getaway

need to breath

need to smile

i deserve happiness

i didnt hurt anybody

i didnt kill anyone

i didnt do nothing bad to anybody or anyone

i just want to be happy

why i cant have this?

why i need to cry all the time

why i need to stay in the darknees

why i need to be misserble

whyyyyy this happing to me

i know that is alot people that have life very worse than mind

i know

and i respect what i have

i really do

but still

i am not happy most of my time

and its not cuz im let my life be suck

im not

its just what haapend in the end

and i feel like

i never will have the chance to be really happy

im giving up now

cant take this anymore...