What's my thing?
Do I have anything i'm really good at?
Do I have some kind of special talent? or is yelling,crying,fake smiling is all I can do?
I can't play any music,I can't draw, I can't act, I can't even say what's actually on my mind.
I want to start showing people who I really am. I want to say what I really think, wherever I am, whatever happens. I don't want to be a coward anyore.
This is not the kind of person I want people to remember me as.
But I keep thinking..if it's only because of what people think of me..is that a good reason? or is it just hypocrisy?