Just as I thought. Eli changed his mind. He wanted us to meet this weekend, for something's that's "beyond" sex, and initially he said Saturday night. And that would have been OK by me, it's not like I have special plans for any Saturday night. However, it later on turned to Friday night, and frankly, even if I hadn't set with Simona we went dancing on last Friday, I would have told him I'm busy. Like, wtf dude?! Who do hell do you think you are? And why the fuck do you think I'll give up on my Friday night for you?! You're not my boyfriend. And even when you were, you many times preferred meeting your stupid friends for poker, rather than taking me out. So fuck you.
I'm a little sorry he changed the day. I really wanted to hear what he has to say. I'm like dying to know if I'v succeeded with my revenge-plan. But I don't care too much for it neither.
I met Igal today on the train. He has just finished his shift. He looks good, you know? But the way he talks is really annoying. Like he's been sniffing something. It drives me nuts! Like, I wouldn't want to go out with someone who talks like this! And he does it unintentionally! It can't even be changed!
Like, this impo guy (LOL!!!
) may be unable to get his dick right, however his voice is great! When we first talked on the phone, I was pretty sure he was the ship-commander! Imagine the disappointment (or surprise?) when he came by the office and I realized he's just a Second Lieutenant... Ha!
But his voice... arrr.. So deep and official you can pretend you're doing Tom Tucker... (Family Guy's news man..)
OMG I still can't believe the disappointment of his sex. My god, what a poor guy...
Actually, Eli has an annoying voice too. Like his on drugs or something... But in his case, everything's possible. He could be smoking right before you called...
The more I think of it, the more I get the feeling this isn't the right time for a relationship. And I want it so bad! But, even though I got the time for this now, there is simply no one around that I could start anything with him. As I fell asleep last night, I meditated, like I always do. And I tried to imagine myself lying on the beach, hugged by my significant one, and I found it kinda rough. I mean, at first I had to shake any remainings of Gal, since I don't want anything with him, and also I think he's a little ugly at close, and then I tried to imagine the other dude I think is right for me- Dor. But it didn't match the cravings of my heart. Instead, I saw someone blonde and beautiful, someone, someone like Paul Walker (The Fast and the Furious, Memento). And that worked out great! Terrific! But where the hell do I find a Paul Walker of my own?!?!
NAAAHH FRUSTRATIONNN
This is probably not the time for me. Even though I want it baddd...
And after all that bullshit, I conclude with 1 thing- I WANT IPHONE 4!!!!!
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