כן כן הזנחתי פה.

אבל משום מה התחשק לי היום, כנראה מתוך שעמום וחיפוש עידוד, להכנס לישרא ולחפור בבלוגי ה"פרו-אנה".

מה שהביא אותי ללרצות לכתוב את הדבר הבא:

בוקר: כוסית וקצת פייבר וואן (40)+ מעדן דיאט (60) + פריכית מרובעת (15) + כף קוטג' (אנאערף-20)

צהרים: נשנשתי גמבה (30)

ביניים: 2 פריכיות (30) + מרק 10 (10) + נסטי עם מיצים (50?) + 2 כוסות קפה (30) + 3 מסטיקים (15)

ערב: טרם אכלתי. נחכה ל8 בערב.

סיכום בניים: 300

נאמר בערב אני אוכל עוד 300..

600 זה אחלה! ליום ללא ספורט כמובן.. בימים של ספורט (חמשת הימים הנוספים בשבוע, לא כולל שבת) אני אוכלת צהרים, אוף קורס...

כותרת שנייה:

סקס עם האקס

מי היה מאמין, הא?

Well, well, that has indeed happened. What can I do? Kill me

I knew this would happen eventually, as long as we kept talking. I.e he kept contact me. Eventually he invited me to his home, I came, the hugging and cuddling came naturally (we kinda missed each other after all, at lear physically). And when you do this on a bed, the way to the lips is short. Notwithstanding the fact we already HAVE kissed before, when we met. Sex came naturally. Not easily, however.

I'm not using pills anymore, so most of the fun is gone. Ofcourse he get inside, however it all ends outside, and usually after a blowjob or something.. And I don't fancy it so much. I'm mean, he does come down to me, long time, he really enjoys it. It's just that, I find a blowjob hard-to-do, when I don't love the guy. And as far as I can FEEL for E I only feel hate. I mean, I don't HATE  him, I hate the character, his habbits, his lack of feelings, lack of responsibility, his belief he knows everything. I hate most of him, perhaps even ALL of him. And nevertheless I'm attracted to  him. Or maybe it's only because he knows where to touch... Gee I dunno...

We simply have that chymestry I have with nobody else. Our sex is FUCKING amazing. Even though mr. mashmo isn't very impressing (I'v seen Ilya's for fuck sake!), It's adequate.  And he knows how to FUCK THE HELL OUT OF ME.

All of the above, however, still doesn't make it right. I don't want to do this with him anymore. At least not until I'm released from IDF and getting myself that non-hormone device.

Meanwhile, I'm going to make this (maybe) my new pro-anna blog. Not daily, I believe, but from time to time. I really wanna lose some 5 kg before my release. I want to do TOFES TYULIM with the purple pants.

Good luck for me, aye!

המשך שבוע (סופ"ש, ת'אט איז) נפלא

הערה לסיום:

היום גיליתם שאני אנורקסית לשעבר או משהו בסגנון, כלומר שיש לי הפרעת אכילה. יאפ. ת'אטס מי