I wonder what was that thing that made me love you so deeply

well..

never thought i would be here..telling the world about my silly life..about you..

who would have even thougt..that i would fall..deeply..in love.

im regreting every second..regreting evry thought ..regreting evry feeling that i felt..and still do..

not cuz i hate you..not cuz u dnt love me back..oh hell u do love me back..

its cuz of..

the pain..

of being hurt..cuz of u , cuz of our fights..

and the feeling that im no longer "free" if u knw wt i mean

being in a relationship..is like..being in a small box..its like u have limits evrywhere..

and im not that kind of person that u can put in a small box..

but..i love him..so much..and im willing to do anything for him..he is so dear to me..

i guess,  thats the consecquence's of being in love..

god, i see only the dark side of it >.> y cant i look at it in another way!