I wonder what was that thing that made me love you so deeply

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you'r so disgustly sensitive , you cry about every bulshit

you think with you'r damn heart and not with you'r bloody hell brain

you'r so patheticly weak..you cant handle anything or anyone.. 

your silly..so freaking silly;..

you choosed "to love" and gave up your ego

actually you flushed it down the toilet..

"screwing up" and "getting my hopes down again and again" is my new hobby..

you happy now GOD?

you should have never thought of "creating" this kind of broken thing called femlas..they'r particulary useless..good for nothing but crying ..

i fucking hate you for making me part of this broken creatures..

my life time wish is to turn off my emotion..give up my freaking heart..not give a damn fuck about anything or anyone..

to run away from this fucked up mood..

bloody hell..who am i kidding..i cant do that..

im a girl and i will still be .. fucking disgustly sensitive creature...

"without u..life would be so much easier."

-do u want ur life to be easier..?

"...

ur the one who doesnt want to, ur makin it harder.."

u didnt answer my freakin question..

bleeeeehh