maybe i should get back to writing here after a rally hard week that i found out so many things about myself i know that i need to stop ... i need to stop being childish and anoying and i need to be smarter...
i didnt eat for a week because i was thinking i can do itn this way and well everybody were right i cant
i need to eat and thats why i go home now if i ont eat i will lose it and no im not hangry at all i just feel bed aqnd i know that i need to eat to feel better and well yes you can say whatever you want but i know i didnt do it for anything i did it for myself ... yes im fat and i dont like it but what can i do ? i cant change it that fast !
anywaysi dont know who reads thuis shity blog and sorry about the spelling i have to time to corect right now