The world has come to a point where is seems like we have this "Non Spoken Competition" between every one about who is more fucked up then the other.
Is it you? Is it me? Or maybe it's just us all, slowly dying from our own stupidity?
I wish I could say that I give up and forfeit. That every body else on this face of this planet have already won thousands of times, except of me.
But I can't. I can"t deny the fact that I love the moment when I understand I'm even more
fucked up then I thought I am.
In a strange kind of way, it makes us all feel specials.
Understanding witch way we are fuck up in gives us a reson to every thing bad we have done
in the past, and every thing bad we will do in the futere.
It basicly gives meaning to our life bacause no one is perfect. A part of the human raice have
already understand that,so every thing we indeed control is immediately being controled,
like farting in public, the way we speak,the way we dress or even sometimes the way we think and feel about our selfs.
There for, the things that are out of our hand, is immediately being aaccused in the fact that we are all fucked up.
And supposing you were wondering whether the form,the way or the reason of us being fucked up matters,
you were right. As long as your reason of being fucked up is tragic in a way most people can not relate too, you are the king, and if we will pot it this way, the girl who got rapet during high school, is MUCH more worthwhile then that girl who got stood up to prom.
I'm sure you all have already heard once before that guy who says he can't hold on to a relationship because he grew up with divorced parents, or the guy that bacause he have a tiny one, allows him self bouling others.And lets not forget those who says there parents pressures them to do well in school up to level they feel there is no way out other then drinking them selfs to a point where they can no longer stand.
Basicly we are all fucked up one way or another.
Some of us got stood up, and some of us grew with divorced parents. Some of us got both,
and some of us got non.But in the end, it doesn't matter witch problem you have, because if YOU truly believe that the world is falling underneath you, it's an equal problem, and both should be handled.
what I'm trying to say is don't judge.
Don't judge because of many other reasons, but also don't judge because the world is too fucked up for us to judge anyone, anyway.
And that is in fact also fucked up