[04/08/2011 01:28:02] Philipp: so why do you feel bad? [04/08/2011 01:29:17] Ron: i feel that i lose people I care about them [04/08/2011 01:29:26] Ron: like you :D [04/08/2011 01:29:28] Ron: and [04/08/2011 01:29:39] Ron: i feel un necessary [04/08/2011 01:31:02] Philipp: so listen: [04/08/2011 01:33:44] Philipp: first: you didnt lose me. im still here, and you cann call me, if you need me! every time and about every topic! and we will see us pretty soon again and we stay in touch, so you wont lose me! and second: you are not unnecessary, your friends need you, your family need you and i need you. i love talking and writing with you and spend my time with it! so dont think like that, you are very important for many people, never forget it! you have to be self confident! you are an amazing person, you should remember everytime :) [04/08/2011 01:38:27] Ron: this is the problem i have no self confident! and yes i feel i lose you!~ because before you send me messeges and it was important to you... and in this last time i was the only that send you messeges and stuff... its come to situation that i feel that something Missing and i miss you! and im lozer but this is my feelings.... i hate to think that someone care about me less that i care about him. [04/08/2011 01:39:09] Ron: its suck... and its every time like this! i always love more and always try more and always feel more [04/08/2011 01:39:17] Ron: and always care more! [04/08/2011 01:45:53] Philipp: i think i understand you...i really do... it was often the same with me... i diondt tell it someone before i think and no i tell you to prove, that i trust you and that you are important for me! : i had this problem often too... i often fell in love with girls, but i was to shy to tell them and i noticed very fast, that the feelings i had are not repeated of the others... and i know it sucks very much... and then there was a break after my last relationship, which is few years ago i told you... and then you were the first person, it worked with kind of love from both sides... but i always tried to keep a bit distance, as you know, because i always thought about, that it wont be for a longer time, because i knew that you will leave and so on... so dont think so! you are amazing and important and cute! one of the best girls of israel so be proud of it! and i promise you, i will write you more in the future, i was busy the last weeks, but i will do it i promise :) [04/08/2011 01:47:32] Philipp: just be proud of yourself :) [04/08/2011 01:49:11] Ron: you really mean it? [04/08/2011 01:49:33] Philipp: i really really really mean it! [04/08/2011 01:53:41] Ron: i hate the Thought that i live in thr other side of the world and i cant be with you right now and at all! and you always tell me the right thing and make me smile and feel good... i need someone like you near to my foreverrrr!!!
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