They told me I could be anything, so I remained a child.

I don't know why I am so aggitated with myself , nor why I am aggitated with everything else.

I just want to go somewhere else, just not to be here...

And why isn't anyone calling me?!?! Not even the solider boy.

I NEED ATTENTION!!!!!!!

I don't really feel bad, only lonely.

Well, yea maybe a little bad

or sad, I don't know.

Nononono none of the above!!

I dunno... I feel useless and unproductive.

So for fuck's sake, Imma going to watch a cheap drama movie and bite my nails now.