This one is for you, love
That one is for us.
That movie of yours, it was horribly good. And that goddamn
movie made me so melancholic. I want to tell you a bit, a bit about what is
going on in my mind. Therefore I don't really know where to begin…
For whatever reason, I want to let you inside my darkest
place. You don't have to read all of it, or any at all, the important this is
that you can. This place, as virtual as it is, is one of those places that I
come back to, even though it wakes that ache. But that pain also heals me. Like
going to the beaches of Naharia, or the walls of Acre… but that is another
story…
I was so glad to see you smile when you were here, I was so
happy goofing around and laugh with you… I like seeing you that way… just
thinking about it brings that stupid smile to my face..
I sit here, trying to pick the right words and I can`t find
any at all. I used to be better at this… But then again, maybe I have told you
already, I write only when I feel bad, or just melancholic, -apparently. And for the first time I write while my lips
are curved in a smile, the goofy one…
That one I know I`ve told you already; I`m here for you,
anytime, anywhere. Even if a few kilometers separate between us. After all the
separation is just an illusion.
“this skin is in the way, separating between us…”
So here's for us.
Smile, love
Just smile.