to eat or not to eat' that is the question אני רוצה לכתוב מה עובר עלי,רק פה אני יכולה.אני: מעריצה את ברוק שילדס,(בעיני היא מודל השלמות).מעצבת אופנה,אוהבת את כל סוגי המוזיקה,מחפשת שלווה,מאוהבת במזרח הרחוק,חולה ומשוגעת ומדוכאת,שמנה,פוחדת מאהבה ואוכל ובגדים,חסרת ביטחון עצמי,מבולבלת.. |
| 6/2014
all over again so after a failed relationship in NY I came back home. Im cack in Israel.. yay.. anyways Im back and I even brought back with me a few unwanted kilo's. what the fuck. really I mean I worked so hard to loose weight and to keep it and now im freaking 46 again. OK no biggie just 5 kilos going down. wish me luck! I'm gonna do it the same way I did it last time. minimum food, calories and cardio. I cant wait to feel like a feather again. I cant wait for my clothes to feel super loos again, the slim face and the sharp definition of my muscles. Yes . I've grown scared again from the hunger and sudden emptyness and lightness but Ill get used to it continuing tomorrow. Aint gonna weigh myself tomorrow even though Friday is my weighing day. I'll check myself next week in hope to see 44!
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