Just 38 more days until I finally get a breath of clean air away from this eternal nightmare
At long last after 6 years of never ending stress and nightmares I get to leave this place for two weeks
Will it be enogh to forget everything?
Will it be enough to cure those ripped wounds left on my soul?
I just want a oneway ticket to nowhere and dissapear without a trace
To leave nothing behind, not even memmories
All those emmories of a distant place, of people that were so close yet now mean nothing.
I cant fight the past anymore, nor i am able to accept it.
It hapened and is unchangable yet it still aches somewhere deep inside
That small sweet fantomic pain i have nothing to do with
Just 38 days left untill I get the chance to forget all about it
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