Broke it
up with the Persian girl, the sweet girl which I feel very connected to doesn't
seem to feel the same... It is such a disappointment when you can tell someone
isn't in to you as much as you are into them. The fact is she is not perfect or
whatever but she and I think alike, have the same rhythm to life, speak like we
have known each other forever.
So
besides women, I have been watching much of discovery channel and History
channel especially the show "Alone" where they out in the wild a
few Men and watch them survive, and you can actually see the physical and
mental deterioration.
And you
see the amazing difference between the ones psychologically healthy and the
ones that are... well less... the ones that have a healthy positive mentality,
motivate themselves and perceive reality in a pink view. They started out 12
men and they are down to 4 men only! Isn't that crazy??? they actually lost 8
men in less than two weeks.... and the 4 that lasted are there for another two
weeks since that with no one leaving.
They
start to have realizations that just baffle me, they learn to accept whatever
thoughts they remember and own them, they learn to conserve energy, to be
focused, to innovate, create, be grateful for food they find, and understand
what's truly important in life.
Work has
been very engaging taking most of my time, I am starting to think less and less
of relationships and I have not worked out at all this week. That just won't
do.
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