Dear Soruce,
Today I woke up with this feeling of anxiety. I'm worried about what's going on with my life.
One day I feel fine and the other I feel like everything is ending.
Thank you for calling me through these people that try to get me a job on the phone. These small phone chats with people actually help.
I don't really understand why you had to put me in the place of hurt when you as these kids down the street were calling me names and mocking me, what are you trying to teach me through them?
Today you as my dad was worried about me, but I feel unloved still..Am I being too senstive again?
Few days ago you as Gal explained the things I needed to know and fix about myself as a person, but I'm still very sad that you had to leave..well, not exactly leave but you had to put me in these place where we can no longer be a thing.
Plus the feeling of being a horrible person are still with me and it makes everything really difficult. I don't feel like eating. I don't feel like I desrve eating or sleeping.
I'm scared and I'm worried, but thanks for the ability to improve things like drawings. although I copy most of the things I drew, I still feel like I've improved and it made me a bit proud of myself. I hope you are too.
Danny.
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Dannyyy