תלמדו לא לחיות עם שותף שאתם חושבים שאתם חברים ומנסים לעזור לו ולא לזרוק אותו לכלבים איך שהוא נכנס לבעייה כלכלית...
תשימו לב לאנשים, תשימו לב מי נכנס אליכם הבייתה...
אני למדתי על הבשר שלי. כשהבנתי שהמתופף שלי (השותף לדירה) הוא נמושה ולא מצליח להחזיר לי את החובות בזמן במשך כחצי שנה והוא מושך אותי יותר ויותר למטה. מה שבסך הכול רציתי שהבן אדם יצא משדרות שינסה להיתקדם בחיים. לא יחזור להורים שלו ולא ישכב על הספה כמו אבא שלו.
אבל כמובן, אם בן אדם בעצמו לא רוצה להצליח לקום מהרצפה - אף אחד לא יעזור לו.
כשהבנתי שאין מצב שהוא מחזיר לי הכול כשהוא גר אצלי אמרתי לו לעבור. וכשביקשתי את מה שהוא חייב לי, מאותו רגע אני הפכתי למפלצת. פתאום הוא לא מכיר אותי יותר, והוא הפך להיות למסכן. כשאני נכנס לחובות והוא שוכב לו לישון... ואני לא מסוגל להגיד מילה.
נראה לך? אני לוקח את מה שמגיע לי, על כל התקופה הזאת... ועל הזין שלי מאיפה אתה משיג את הכסף.
הלהקה עוברת שינוי בהרכב בעקבות הארועים האחרונים... בסך הכול זה לטובה, אני צריך אנשים שרוצים ללכת קדימה...
I'm home for 4 days (I mean, I'm back in ol' State of Israel). One day after coming back went to work. Just had enought of this, searching for something different. Not new work - just different.
Started reading Rich Dad, Poor Dad by Robert Kiyosaki. A good one, very fucking interesting - if you looking for really understanding money, this is a good start.
Back to programing, back to the band and more stuff got me a huge headache - so I started rebuilding my life and throw all the unuseful shit away from it.
Starting to gain few new ideas. Karina stands here for me. After few arguments - we're Ok!
Talking a lot with my brother, he started understanding me more.
It was a great show, we kicked ass! All my body hurts! It was fucking great! There were 3 (or 2?) photographers from local newspaper shoting us.
My brother succeded to film us from every angle (some new material for another music video clip!).
The band does it's small steps to the top! After all, we are Mysterious Ways of Cockroach! That shit means that we jump from every shithole, music for the people!!!
I drank a lot(!) of beer yesterday, that how it work when it free... hmm... I need to stop drinking so much...
First of all was the show with my band MWOC. Which was fucking great. We kicked everybody's asses, next 2 shows in April.
Then 3 days of Purim: I was dressed as 80s Rockstar, and Karina was my Stripper wife. That was awesome. The costume was so real, I can dress like this every day. But it takes to long to make th hair.... hhh sux!
Karina and I were at 3 parties, day after day and had so much fun.
This is the start! Every day as a party is not anymore just a sweet dream, it's a Lifestyle! I don't need to search for something to do, it finds me.
Having great time with Karina. She is enthusiastic and flowing with my ideas, two of the things I really love in her. We did a really good time!
First relationship last 4 years, that's when I started to play music and listening to metal. Nothing more to say about that, first love (now it looks very stupid) and she was a bitch, broke up after 4 years and 1 month of my boot camp back in 2004.
Second serious was the love of my life, still got feelings, I wrote a lot about her, broke up last year. Sometimes she comes to my dreams, we still in touch. Right now don't think we'd ever be back, nothing to do.
My current love is Karina, today we are a month together, hope this will a long relationship too. Having great time with her, a lot of understanding, a lot of feelings around.
I'm not afraid to love, not afraid to lost it. This is the life, trying to taste it as much as I can.
My music life, 1 band before the army Kibinimat. Currently at 2 bands Blank Divinity as vocalist, MWOC as vocalist/rhytem guitar.
Making money at high tech, driving my chevrolette, what else?
Where am I going?
To the top! Love doing music, performing, recording and talking about it! This is my life. Trips to the next gigs, music, alcohol and ladies (one in a time, although got nothing against threesomes).
Finished recording demo with BD, new single is comming out with a video. MWOC - working on first album, recorded few demo songs, we got own show next week :)
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