Suddenly when
I'm so far away, I feel the urge to write to someone that is not me more than
ever.
so many things occupying my mind and a stress I can't understand that is
sitting on me for a while. Im hoping this endless time so far away will help me
understand what it is.
Travelling with
my older sis.
Surprisingly
isn't that bad. I'm a god compromiser. Suddenly it fell on me that I'm really
scared of that moment that we separate and than I'm on my own.
Even if I travel
with other people it's not that same commitment as a sister.
And with
that thought came again this crazy urge to be hugged, to not sleep alone, no
matter what.
Even though I don't really want anyone else, he is not here with me.
I want a
friend I can count on, just to be.
Maybe that's
part of me, finding out what and who I am with really no one around.
-really-
not around.
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