I wonder what was that thing that made me love you so deeply

"yo..

17.5.2011

מה קרה לפני שנה בדיוק ^^?"

"לא יודע, מה?"

"=_=

ב-17.5 נתתי לך את השרשרת של חצי הלב.."

"אה..
R.I.P for those days"

"you knw..
i still dream about those days every single night.."

"you know whats the difference between those days ..and this days?"

"what?"

"u were my lover..my life...
now..you'r more like my GF"

"were?
wait im not you'r lover/life anymore?"

"i cant see that in you anymore..
im trying, but i cant"

"you dont love me anymore?"

"i didnt say that -_-
offcourse i love u..but i cant see any love between us"

"how come you dont see any love between us when i love you and you love me?
im not your 'life' anymore..its exactly like 'i dont love you' "

Its like..a huge hole has been punched through my chest..