did you ever feel like you're invisable?
did you ever walk into a room full of people knowing they're there, yet questioning if they can see you as you as you can see them?
asking yourself if you'll ever disappear, would they know? would they care?
you're trying to scream and cry, demanding them to listen, but they don't really care- so why should you care?
what if tommorow the sun comes up again but you would be long gone, would they notice?
at some point you don't even care.
they ignore you so much that you start ingoring yourself, evantually you're not even sure if you're worth it.
you cross the street hoping that car will hit you and when this simple little thing doesn't happen, you ask yourself if god can hear you or did he give up on you like everyone else.
you stop to look up the sky to see if there's a sign, any sign, to stop you from doing what you desire the most.
there's no sing
you wish to die
it seems like it's the only way and only thing that you can benift the world by
but then
redemption.
what about all of them, who secretlly care but afraid to show?
what if you're missing the chance to proove yourself?
what if someone at this very moment thinking about your life, together, and loving you like you've always whished?
you smile
you look around
suddnly they care, they all care
they scream, they cry
they're trying to save you're life
but it's too late
that care, in fact, did hit you.
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