breath
breath
breath
so out of breath
I gasp for air
and hear my own heart beat.
beat
beat
beat
one more beat.
just one more beat
so I could get throug
one more day
and find myself again.
"all you have  to do is look at the mirror"
he sais
but i look
and see only my reflection
staring at me
from behind a closed window
screaming to get out
she's afraid.
afraid of coming out again
afraid of staying in
afraid of her own shadow.
nevertheless..
I put on a brave smile
and walk out the door
to take one more breath
and face one more day.