Holy shit!
Haven't been here for a while...
hevan't really left any time for myself.
To feel a little bit sorry 'bout myself, spill all that i have on mind or heart,
and not to worry what people will think about it.
Cause it's only me.
I say things here and fucking anyone can see it.
It's not my fault they don't :P
Right now i don't have something to say,just wanted to update.
Had a long and shitty day.
But i'm empty.
No words, no feelings.
I have a task. To ask myself 3 times a day -
How do i feel?
And after 4 days i realize...that's not easy.
I don't know and don't wanna know how i feel.
What is it? What's with me? Why?
Is it a feeling or a thought?
Nevermind.
Haven't been here for so long, that i even have another tattoo and it isn't mantioned here.
Ha...i love it!! i love my tattoos so much!
How stupid..but what the hek, i wish i could merry my tattoos!! XD
Sexy bitches...
Damn, i'm tired and extra-silly.
I gave up drumming.
Never thought i'd be so "whole" with this decision.
I hate it. i love drumming! But i can't learn, anything.
I can't sit on my ass for 10 minutes a day and practise.
Well,i guess i deserve this pain in my heart thinking of it.
I was just a waste of place, air and money... Not anymore!
My ear hurts.
Must go to sleep!!
Hell...Someone shut me up!!
Last thing-
My friend cried to me today, that she wants a boyfriend.
She's "so tired of being alone."
Whore.
She's so beautifull and good looking,she's gorgeous! She just has to peak. Anyone!!!
She can take them like toys outta store,they run after her like puppies!
But no.
She wants D.
"Why won't i be with Him? Yeahh..i can!"
Whore.
You can have anyone.
I won't be mad, i'll just shut up and suffer like i always do.
Cause friends before boys,right? We won't fight over Him.
And she'll never know how much did it hurt me to hear it.
~"Thinking Of You"~
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