I feel like writing in english, kind of silly because my english is preaty bad...

We broke up again, this time for real, can't keep him and us on HOLD anymore it just isn'r fair.

It hurts, and it'll take time to get back to thinking only on me, alone. without the other half.

I know he would move on quickly, because he needs to do it and he can't hold on with things like that

THE CLOCK IS TICKING... I hope he would find he's girl soon, I hope it won't be as hurt as it could be.

tomorrow I'm going to try and do a kind of closer with myself. I guess that all this month will be THE CLOSER MONTH but I'm planning to go to one of his places and take some shots in there hoping that I'll get some good shots.

The gold of the next weeks is to be weand of my love and the cigee and to try and drink less alcohol (NOT GONNA HAPPEN). apparently gonna be the most material girl I can be... WIPEE! money too fill the hole in me...

feels so retarded to write in english...

HAPPY Sukkot!