My phone is broken again
i just got it fixed 2 days ago
300nis
and its broken
again
the battale of being the best u can be, is always hard
especialy because when u fall
u fall alone
and not always there is someone to catch you, so u fall and die
in my life, i had lots of falls
and i always hit the rugh ground
but like the fall
i pick myself up
clean the stains from the paywalk
tie the joints with some cloth, and run into a safe place to heal up
and then again climb back up to the ruby throne
with every single fall u learn to evoid it
with every single fall u learn how to deal with the pain
how to heal up faster
what is broken
how and when u need to stop the bleeding
how to sew wounds
but sometimes when u fall
it is not necesserily a problem with the climbing skils
some places just not made for climbing
that is what brings me to the next question:
"is there realy places that no one can climb, or it is just u, r the one who is lacking the talent?"
as a person who have teached himself that there is no such thing as impissible
the question is:
"to take it, or to leave it?"
now i want to take it to more of a cardinal place
in the ordinady life there is lots of paths and lots of places to climb
by concquring one u miss the concqure of enother
the best way to deal with this dilemma is of course the all know:
"Do what feels the best"
wich is a wrong statement from the biginning
the human memory for pain is so low that they are made especialy to make mistakes, but not as mistakes but as a tactics to move forward where others wount
and while doing "what feels besr nor right"
we actually create shorcuts that bring us to a certain poin we were in b4 coz we know it
we have been there, and it is much better then trying damn hard to do something that we are uncertain about the gain we will have from it
"do waht feels the best" it is a way of a looser save his looser ass from taking a responcibilyt for his actions and lack of wisdom and experience
the advice of "do what feels the best" is the most common -i dont give a fuck about u and im surely dont want ur noob ass balming me for lousy shit u do- advice u get from people that are not just loosers like urself
but also cowards.
but are there other ways to solve it?
the mental mathematics work in a certain way that are not always graspable
the theoretical reasoning about the subject will be:
"u climb or u dont, in the end u will be deeper than when u have started"
in that case the success of the dilemma is:
"to climb"
no matter where
no matter when and on what
just to rise up and never quit
tand the failour is:
"do not change ur position"
due to the fact that u have two stats
the rise
and the nateral
if u rese the most u success
if u stay natural u can benifit from "no gain no loss" climax
yet i supose there is also another way to deal with the setuation:
easy climbing=natural stat
if the climbing is easy that is actually makes u stay natural due to the fact that ur condition did not changed during theproccess of rising
hard climbing=raising stat
as soon as u get ur body immuned to the rough climing contidions it actualy gives you the strainght and the possibility
to climb all of the tops and to walk in all of the paths due to the level of roughness this path/rise is posesses
in that way u gain the best priveleges of climing:
the choice when to stop
the ability to discover new things
and the beautifull memories
and memories are the ounly thing we actually trully posess
our own made by our minds memories are the ounly thing we trully posess
even when we fake them and try to create an alternative past background we cannot erase em
we can not look at them but they will always be there.
so in my point of view, the harder is better
and if u r in the middle dont go back just coz u dont want to stain ur new shoes
and that ia all i have to trully say to you.....