Wow, shizzle is soo exite!
once i realised that money is not what makes me happy (i still miss every day sushi eatin' though).
and that ppl are true waste of time.
and there are loyal ppl that will be by my side (although their numbers are few, 2 actually, when one of them is not quiet a person....more of a cat i think, and the ounly reason hes with me is the fact that I've cut his balls off.....humm)
anw, what im trying to say is, im happy, in a weird twisted way, i am finaly at some kind of peace with myself, and its cool.
i have the energy and the eager to make stuff again, and i know that sometimes im acting like a jerk or shall i say PICE OF CRAP, but we all know that i am full of shit, i mean literally, i do crap once in 6 days.....
im in that stage again, the stage when i cant fall asleep at night as the brain refuses to stop thinking and creating new ways to deal and bring to life my ideas, the stage when i feel the exitment of making it come to life, the stage when i feel the will to take it slow and seriously, and not a s a way to make up for my lack in social needs.
i want to do it coz i cannot not do it, i cant stop thinking of it, coz when im not, my mind is blank, and every lil pice of info that reaches my mind, grows like lice on head of a hippie, it doubles its size of population every minute, i cant fall asleep coz my head wount shut up (wich lately gives me a hard time when i fall asleep at 4AM)
but dont doubt the fact that im happy, i know now that slowly slowly ,, gonna move forvard and search for the golden cut and the perfect middle (or just convert the damn golden middle formula into the real life lang, wich will take lots of my time and confuse me,aka, bring me to the damn setuation i mentioned"<>" above and everybody will say im carzy, but in the end it will work but in the way i did not wanted it to, then i will learn a valueble lesson about the way things in nature built and shit, it will all be gay, i will get depressed, loose contact with the outside world, and start making my shit in a more complicated twisted way...etc')
anw, where was i?
owh yea.....well right now i realised i prefer not to look so far into the future, better not to look at all, and just.....maybe not even to talk about it, yea......just to shut up....and pay attantion to other things, like niggers and the final solution for their existance, nor better, to clean the bathroom.....yea, cleaning the bathroom is good......cleaning is good.....
not thinking about the future.....cleaning...must make clean......
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