Back to the old addictive habbit.
A sudden loneliness have landed on me few weeks ago.
Followed by a rain of random accusations by the self assuming familiarities.
It is a statement to be stated for those who wonder in between;
The only one who i will change for, will be me.
In this chaotic mist of heat, i was sitting in the park, looking at ppl walking by, trees, rubble and dirt, childern playing, teens jerk around and elders brooding inside, in this hard to breath heat wave, as my heart burns with an adrenaline, and the soul is an earthquake, in this beautifull peak of nature finding it own way, i found my peace.
And as much as its sad to say so, im finaly happy, i have no regrets, no doubts, no fear and no disappointment.
As the days pass by, it seems that having myself by myside is more then enough.
Thanks to those who stood by my side, guys ur teh uberz!
And those who didn't.... i've needed you too, Thanks for being pussies....u always give me hell of a laugh!!!
oh... and my addictive habbit?!, accept drinking....
Wightlifting!!