scratch what i said last post.
i still feel out of place, and realy all thats changed is my perspective.
i understood how many good things i have coming up, summer camp, course, superland tomorrow, i finally found a job.
the people that are still with me are the people who realy care- and thats it.
so my message to the world is; its not so bad after all.
its all in you - and the way you look at things.
so salamat :]