I just wanna be famous

I have never told anybody just how I feel about them, whether it’s a friends or somebody I like. I find it hard to look people in the eye when I’m wondering if they feel the same way about me. People see me as the little girl that everybody needs to look after; they see me as the cute and fun kid in the group that can be pushed from side to side. I wish somebody would look at me differently, I wish they would try and find out who I really am inside and not be fooled by my childish shield that I am afraid to come out of.