"How long have I been in this storm..
So overwhelmed by the ocean's shapeless form..
Water's getting harder to tread..
With these waves crashing over my head.."
There's a point in a person's life (or at least in my own) that he looks back and says: I've lost myself. I've been trapped in an endless sea of mistakes and regret fullness of things that I've done, things I don't know why I did, why I was responsible to.
There's a point in my life where I have to say:
Stop, and think.
"If I could just see you,
Everything would be alright,
If I'd see you,
This darkness would turn to light.."
And then this person comes, this person that you think will make it all go away. Guess what? It's still here. And for some reason you stick with that person, hoping he will change, but knowing otherwise. I hate knowing stuff that will eventually hurt me. And I hate bonding so fast.. it just makes goodbye even harder.
"And I will walk on water,
And you will catch me if I fall,
And I will get lost into your eyes,
I know everything,
Would be alright…
I know everything is alright…"
And you'll do anything for that single person, you'd give your heart out without knowing him, you'd love him without him loving you the same way back..
Oops, here goes the 1st verse again, remember? Doing things.. Thinking.. Something…
Fuck it, I just wanna be loved.
Please?
"I know you didn't, bring me out here to drown..
So why am I ten feet under, and upside down?
Barely surviving, has become my purpose..
'cause I'm so used to living, underneath the surface.."
And of course, then comes the stage where you start over-thinking. What is she doing? What is she thinking? What did she mean? I hate myself for those qualities. Make it stop… When a person tells you he wants a relationship, isn't it logical that he'd do something about it too? Call me, hug me, frigging kiss me or something, come on.. I can't hold this by myself.. show my a sign of life.
Show me a sign of love.
Do you want this?
Fuck it, I just wanna be loved…
… Please?
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