שירים והסיפורים שמאחוריהם.

"It seems all of these words,

Couldn't be further from the truth,

How did I get here?

What did I do?

Your eyes, telling me lies,

And making me fight myself,

While you have your agenda,

A life to pursue.."

You think you've had it all figured out- but apparently not. "She's fooling you, can't you see? I'm jealous FOR you! did you see how he hugged her?" maybe I don't want to see? Maybe I wanna fall asleep until this is all over. Maybe I wanna hope the feeling's mutual..

Happy one month anniversary!

"so please,

Let me be free,

From you..

So please,

Let me be free,

I can't face the truth…"

Some things must be done. When a problem occurs it usually involves a human emotion. This time? Fear. Fear from the fact I could be losing something truly amazing, fear from the fact I could be hurting myself even more by playing along.. fear that I'm losing my life, or worse.. turning you to be the center of them.

Happy one month anniversary…?

"I'm blind to all of your colors,

That used to be rainbow then,

My eyes, where did they go?

Why disappear,

It's hard to be all alone,

I never got through your disguise,

I guess I'll just go,

And face all my fears…"

I've said it once and I'll say it before, love can really blindfold you sometimes. You want to get to know a person, but he shoves you back.. THAT- I can handle. But I still feel like that person's hiding something vital to our relationship.. What more can I say? I'm hoping I can make this work, but the world is telling me to let go… I don't wanna let go. I don't wanna lose my chance of happiness.

I wanna find my "happily ever after"…

It could be here, it could be somewhere else, but one thing's for sure:

I won't give up without a fight.

"put down your world,

Just for one night,

Pick me again.."

Nothing else to say.. we can make this work. I know we can.

I guess it's the over-thinking part again.

I.. care for you.

It's not love yet.

But the future holds many surprises…