War Is Peace, Freedom Is Slavery, Ignorance Is Strength

Right now i feel friendless, unloved, and overwhelmed by life. It's getting harder and harder to get out of bed, and i wonder if i can carry on even one more day. Thoughts such as, Why not just end it all? My life is worthless! Seem to run though my mind now

i know that angel dont fall from nowhere. but i wish an angel will come 2 me; and explain what the hell i am doing here 

 i know that i cant just ran away. i wish i could. i wish i could

i hate this day, from the moment i wake up  i didn't felt anything and now i feel like i never felt before

i am probably  writing this because i had fever or becausem i just have nervous breakdown 

probably i will wake up as a new man