טוב אז לא.

I just really need to hear your voice rigth now, so you colud talk to me.. calm me down so i can think peacefuly and be reminded that you love me. 

Sorry for not being my self today, im feeling a-bit distant from you after all i heavnt seen you for a while like im used to.. 

Forgive me for takeing my own fridom by tieing my slef to this relationship whit out thinking enugth wather i can live whit this distance.

I really hate myslef for doubting this and "us" but the pink start took my mind of the knowing that i migth not make it.

I tinke i love you, but i think this is to match for me.. for now i'll suck it up and know that your possession of me is keeping you strong and that's what maters to me.

Nigthy-nigth darling, see you tomrrow  <3

10.9.2012 i'll be here no matter waht, thery my favorit band after all ;D