You could always evaporate on me. I wouldn't have had the slightest clue on why exactly am I not as appealing to you as I used to be. It makes me feel so insecure about myself, in ways I am sure you feel for your own self. Am I not as beautiful and interesting as you made me believe all this time? Falling into small as air pieces by your cold goodbye, not even giving me a decent phone call. Just being left to figure out the tone in which you wrote me you are no longer interested.

Wish you would have said why. So much easier to understand when you know why.

Or is it?

היא שאין לנקוב בשמה העלתה השערה מבעיתה, שיתכן שחיבלתי לנו במערכת היחסים ופשוט לא שמתי לב. מרגישה כמו לאונרדו דקפריו בסרט ההוא, שבו הוא המשוגע שמנסים להסתיר ממנו את השיגעון של עצמו.