I have to admit that I'm not sure why I'm writing to John. Yeah, he is one of my faorite characters, but my fav is Sam- My fav, and my model.

Well, Maybe I thought about how he's acting. Maybe it's because of the ascention, I thought about.

I don't know. It doesn't matter. All I know that it fits.

John,

Hi. How are you these days?

I'm a wreck. After what happened... but you probably know that better than I do.

I've been thinking... thinking a lot about ascension and moving forward with that brilliant plan of ours. I figured if anyone can help me, it'll be you, the one who knows better than almost anyone.

I keep listening to your recordings and I keep replaying those moments, hoping something could be different.

But it's not.

John... we need to be there for each other. We have to. We loved her so much... and now we're both hurt. We both have no idea what to do. We both keep thinking about those moments wishing things had been differnt.

I never really know what to write in this kind of letters, you know? I guess like you, I'm not always sure what to say to the other person when I need that help.

Take care of yourself, John. I'll see you soon.

Ann.