I don't know why it drives me so mad when people pretend to be something they're not just to get noticed by their idols. I don't know why it drives me so mad when people constantly claim to know something they know nothing about; when people say something means so much for them, yet they really do not care about it. When people don't see what something actually means to other people.

People don't realize just how special the simple things are. It is so frustrating to see that sometimes. Knowing you are something others claim they are, and knowing how rare that thing really is, it can drive you mad. It's frustrating to see just how much human beings are willing to do for certain things.

Not that I claim to be perfect, but at least I'm changing.

I just... I don't even know why it bothers me so much - I guess there's some thinking to do about that - but it does, and that bothers me even more, since I'm somewhat surrounded by these people on twitter. And I'm suddenly realizing being there really isn't the best thing for me, even if I have some really close friends there.