העולם של וונאבי :)

Age: 17
Height: 162 cm
Weight: 56 kg

Dress size: 36-38
Highest weight: 64 kg
Lowest weight: don't know. I'm guessing 56/55 kg.
Goal weight: 48 kg. not sure.
Favorite diet food: tomatoes.
Favorite binge food: pizza.
Does anyone know? yes.
Do you want help? yes.
How many calories do you consume a day? stopped counting.
What do you think when you look in the mirror? "ugly".
Are you in a relationship? It's complicated.
Do you have a person you can trust (older than you, female/male)? ummmmmmm.... not sure.
Are you the fat or thin one out of your friends? averege. but feel fat.
Are you depressed? yes.

[x] - yes. [] - no.

I am:
[] anorexic
[x] ednos
[] bulimic
[] living on diet pills
[] hungry
[] thirsty
[] drinking something
[] fasting/starving myself

People:
[] ask if I'm anorexic/bulimic
[x] have called me fat
[] have said I'm skinny
[x] have said I'm ugly
[x] have said I'm pretty
[x] spread rumors about me
[x] force me to eat
[x] say I eat too much
[] wish I'd eat more
[x] don't know I'm anorexic/bulimic/ednos

I wish:
[x] I was thin
[x] I had a better body
[x] I didn't have to eat
[x] I could control myself
[x] I was under 110lbs= 50kg
[x] I could avoid food
[x] I could hide what I am
[x] I wasn't fat
[x] I was pretty
[x] could stop being bulimic/anorexic/ednos

I love:
[] feeling hungry
[x] seeing a difference when fasting
[] shaking
[] feeling airy
[x] losing weight
[] being anorexic/bulimic
[x] green tea
[] diet pills
[x] being able to turn down food
[x] feeling good about myself

Appearance:
[x] I think I'm pretty sometimes
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes
[x] I have many scars
[x] I wish my hair was a different color
[] I have a tattoo
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance
[x] I have/had braces
[] I wear glasses
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free

Family:
[x] I don't like my parents
[x] I wanna run away from home
[x] I feel unsafe at my home
[x] I've sworn at my parents
[x] I've run away from home
[x] I've been kicked out of the house
[x] My biological parents are together
[x] I want to have kids someday
[] I've had children
[] I've lost a child
[] I can't have children

Relationships:
[] I'm single
[] I'm in a relationship
[] I'm engaged
[] I'm married
[x] I've gone on a blind date
[x] I miss someone right now
[x] I have a fear of abandonment
[x] I've cheated in a relationship
[] I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did

Sexuality:
[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
[x] I've had a crush on a teacher
[x] I am a cuddler
[x] I've kissed in the rain
[x] I've hugged a stranger
[x] I've kissed a stranger

Bad times:
[x] I've consumed alcohol
[x] I regularly drink
[] I can't swallow pills
[x] I can swallow numerous pills at a time without water
[] I take anti-depressants
[x] I'm anorexic or bulimic or have ednos
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose
[x] I'm addicted to self harm
[x] I've woken up crying
[x] I've lost weight
[x] I've gained weight
[x] my weight holds me back
[x] weight consumes me
[] I'm at my thinnest
[] I'm at my biggest
[] I've lost weight and kept it off
[x] I've lost weight but gained it back
[x] my weight affects my mood
[x] I weigh myself daily
[x] I am jealous of everyone smaller than me
[x] I feel bigger than people who are my size
[x] I feel happy when I'm hungry
[x] I get depressed after I eat
[x] I've skipped a meal
[x] I've thrown food away
[x] I've spit food out
[x] I've fasted
[x] I've taken diet pills
[x] I've used laxatives
[x] I've purged
[x] I exercise
[x] I exercise so I can eat
[] I work out daily
[] I've fainted from exhaustion

I've done:
[x] weed [x] cigarettes [x] alcohol [x] diet pills [x] pain killers [] sleeping pills [x] anti-depressants

Habits:
[x] I keep my eating habits a secret
[x] I look at thinspo
[x] I collect thinspo
[] I count calories
[x] I've had negative intake days
[x] I avoid food
[x] I hate food
[x] I love food
[x] I want to be this way
[x] I don't want to be like this
[x] I wish I could have more control
[x] being thin is my top priority
[x] I'm doing this for me
[x] I'm doing this for someone
[x] I'm doing this to prove myself