"Don't compare yourself to the next girl or the next guy. Always strive to beat the person in the mirror. If you are frustrated with no change then don't look away in shame, stare yourself in the eyes and fucking fight back."

Couldn't find any better words to describe my situation.
So I'm back to fighting, because you know, I might cry a lot, but I never give up.

And with this said, I just proved myself I'm not that weak as I thought, I'm just not strong enough yet.
Because when I will fulfill my wishes, this is when I'll be strong enough.

Bon Iver - Skinny Love