wish i could just to begone. i mean, *POOF*, no Meredith anymore.
don't know for how long, it doesn't matter.
or be able to "play dead" for couple of days, and see if my friends will mourn for me.
especially "my best friends".
she, who totally prefer my ex over me, altho we were best friends a long time before. ya know, those friends you SURE they will be with you forever, no matter what.
he, who got sick of me behind my back, and playing like... "oh, i'm you're best friend, i've been worried sick about you, and the best birthday present is hearing you okay"... yeah, i read your stupid blog, your last post.
all the others who have never asked how am i doing after the brake up.
or all those people who actually buy the "i'm tired" lame excuse for my stupid lame moods.
or you guys, who's supose to be my friends, but you both totally ignore me. especially you, you are NEVER answering my calls/sms/facebook-messages.
you... my irish friend. i wonder how would you react if someone will ever tell you i'm not here anymore. will you be sad?... i hope so. knowing you've been my close friend ever, even if i know you for a few months.
all i have now is a cake.
i'm feeling like in those lame birthdays were no one shows up.
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