SO... I kinda feel like writing in English- so I guess thats what ill do,
last time I wrote here was about two months ago - a lot has changed since then...
lets start with the beginning
after 7 months of waiting and a lot of expectations - I finally flew to England !
Ive been there for two weeks - and it so wasnt enough !
it was my first flight since I was 8 so it was a bit intense - I was really stressed but It actually helped me get together with fellowS from my group - they helped me relax (:
the first day was a bit difficult because Ive been sick for a month now- but I got over it quick and had a blast,
we went to the beatiful beach, brighton. London ofc we had parties , we did crazy stuff that well...
WHAT HAPPENS IN ENGLAND - STAYS IN ENGLAND .
when I came back (with lots of shopping ) , I have started a difficult time
my mother has been in the hospital, all of my friends either worked or been abroad , super hard math homework and me myself have done many health tests...
But on the bright side !
I worked (3 jobs )
started my driving lessoons - hell yea ! at first I thought im worse than spongebob , but Im a bit more optimistic now (:
Also , Im standing in front of a really difficult situation ...
My year has been rough - I had lots of tests taken, didnt go to school or actually anywhere for the first semester because I was sick and it put me into a weird situation when places that used to be my home - arent anymore
my youth movement didnt take the illness well so they acted really bad to me - my manager has said some really bad things and the other guiders well, they became a bit mean
so I really dont know what to do about it
im standing in front of the hardest most stressed year and I dont know If Id like to spend more than 6 hours a week in a place I dont enjoy anymore ....
on the other hand
I know if Ill quit it would be hard to come back and also - I love the movement itself so I guess Ill have to come to my conclusion in the next few weeks...
well theres a few more things - but thats all for now -
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