i feel awkward when i want to talk to them. it's not supposed to be like that.
i guess it's the physical distance between us. i don't know anything about what's going on in their lifes. maybe i
was naive when i thought i'll keep in touch with everybody...and i can't expect enything. i'm here and they're so,so far away, we can't see each other, we can't really talk on the phone. is that what i call "friendship?"its not my fault and not their fault...i was lucky to live with them for two weeks,but i have to face it- i cant be anything to them when i live 19 hours of flight from them.
i'm not mad. maybe a little bit disappointed.
i can't live in two places,i cant keep in touch only with facebook,sorry.
i'm not sure i'll come back next year.
oh god, i miss them (and everything)so freaking much.
i can't to enything.
fantastic
good night,
dennie.
we're bonim 2010, here we go!
(always bring a smile upon my face)
this is me, forgotten behind.
. because im here.like said',i can't expect anything and i'm not expecting anything