I'm trying my best

I breathe in

I breathe out

I crack a smile

I laugh a little laugh

I scream

I cry

I break down

I stand up

I fall

I sing loud

I run as fast as I can

I watch the dark night sky

I see the stars

I close my eyes

I get angery

I get bored

I look around

I see faces

I feel

I dream

I try so hard

I get so tired

I try finding a place

I try remembering

I try forgetting

I let go

I am torn

I'm happy

I feel joy

I love

I'm loved

I'm a BIG mess

..But this is me